看不出来？

看不出来，其实是个隐形杀手。

＂我昨天刚剪了头发哦！＂
＂是吗？看不出来诶！＂
＂......＂

＂这幅画是我画的！＂
＂看不出来诶！＂
＂......＂

＂我其实蛮内向的。＂
＂哦？看不出来诶！＂
＂......＂

＂我是家中最大的孩子！＂
＂是吗？看不出来呢！＂
＂......＂

＂其实我的口才挺不错的！＂
＂是吗？？看不吹来诶！＂
＂......＂

＂我会弹钢琴哟！＂
＂哇，看不出来诶！＂
＂......＂

甚至...

＂我是基督徒！＂
＂啊？看不出来诶！＂
＂......＂

＂看不出来＂，很轻易地就从嘴边溜了出来。
殊不知，对方鼓起多么大的勇气、纠结了多久、想尽一切尽可能发生的后果，才把话表达出来。
单单＂看不出来＂四个字，就足以把笑脸变成愁眉苦脸，把期望变成绝望，把信心满满变成不知所措。
＂看不出来＂不知扼杀了多少人的想象力和分享的念头。
可笑可悲的是，很多人连这道理也... 看不出来吧？

有人跟我说过，当你在情感方面遭人伤害时，千万千万不要人云亦云。
既然亲身经历过痛苦的感受，那种滋味你再清楚不过，真的不好受。
既然不好受。何苦浪费精力绞尽脑汁想如何以牙还牙？
既然不好受，何必让身边另一个人也遭受这样的经历呢？
既然不好受，就更应该懂得如何更好地对待其他人'，防止历史在他们身上重演。
更好地对待其他人，防止历史在他们身上重演。

好吧，由我分享，任你思想！

12/12/12 12:12

12:12am in Singapore.

1 hour ago, 12:12am in Korea.

1 hour later, 12:12am in Thailand.

So actually what's the big deal about the eye-catching numbers? We should all treat every minute like it's so special, and not waste time yeah?

I'm still pursuing a state of consciousness from my muddleheaded-ness.

Not easy.

On a side note I might be spending my 12:12pm on public transport, oh the joy.

New beginnings, yet again.

A few days ago, I restricted my blog on my birthday because I realize that there are too many things happening in my life everyday and I simply do not have the time to update / do not wish to tell some things in life.

Ever since I grew up, discovering the cruel fact that in fact no one knows exactly how you feel except yourself, and God above. I tried keeping a diary, writing blogs, making notes about every significant thing in life but that all didn't last for long.

I made a resolution to God on my birthday to be a more self-conscious and a more hardworking person. Yesterday I received a combined present from my CCA members and teachers, one of the teachers wrote how much expectations the teachers have in me and encouraging me to pursue greater heights. It was very timely, I guess it's really time to get down to work, serious work.

See, this post is still insufficient to express how I really feel.