Happiness

The story below is just based on imagination.
You may choose not to read it.
Fyi, I am not the character in this story.
Happiness[1st episode]
She is a girl, a twelve-year-old ordinary school girl. Not too tall or too short, not too big or too small. She does well in certain subjects, do badly in other subjects. As the saying goes, nobody is perfect. She is imperfect. She has good points, as well as bad points. Nobody likes her. She never experiences true happiness before until she falls in love with someone else...

It had been kept as a secret in the bottom of her heart. Nobody knows it, except for her, alone. She shares other secrets with her diary, but not this one, this special, very very special secret: She likes someone in the tuition centre, a boy who caught her attention, her full attention. She is fortunate, she is in the same class as him. She always look forward to the day which she had her tuition, just to see the boy. Every time, the same old routine, she quarrelled with the boy. Every time, to attract attention. After a long period of one year of quarrelling, the boy still didn't take notice of her. He knew that she likes him, but he pretended to take no notice of her, no matter how hard she tried.

Then, a decision broke the fighting of the two children. The girl's father decided that the girl will have to take up another tuition. This is not the worst, what is the worst is that the day of her another tuition, clashed with her initial tuition with the boy! Unable to defend herself from changing the day, she agreed to it reluctantly. And what more, she had to change her initial tuition to an earlier day. She cried silently, nobody heard her sorrows.

Days after days , and weeks after weeks, she thought of him, day and night, minutes and seconds. She couldn't take her mind off him, she doesn't know why, until she realised that she has fallen in love with the boy. She couldn't control her emotions. She became hot-tempered and started to use violence on her friends. Vulgarities, hitting, beating, she had used all these ways, and her results started to go to the south direction. Nothing could heal her. The old her has disappeared into thin air, a new her has been formed.

To make things worse, rumours in the tuition centre has been spreading around that the boy has fallen for another girl of his class, he even declared war with his love rival, which happens to be in the same tuition centre as him. The girl lost hope. She cried every night, silently, alone in the dark, merciless night.

Alas, she regained hope. She regained hope from jealousness, she felt that she must do well in the examinations to win the boy's heart. She regained her confidence in studying and doing well in her exams to win the boy's heart. She won many prizes, trophies and plaques and certificates. Slowly, day by day, she forgot her hatred towards the girl whom the boy loved, and forgot her love for the boy gradually. Slowly, bit by bit, her results are going north. She got many prizes, almost all her prizes are the top few. She was in the top few position in her level during the year.

She scored well in her PSLE on was the top student of the year. She even broke the record, she scored 295!!She opened a party at a park, she invited everyone she knows. Even her love rival. She met her dream boy at the party with her love rival, she didn't bother. She even walked over to congratulate them. She held back her tears. That night, she cried, not of happiness, but of sadness. She always thought that good results will bring her happiness, she was wrong. She cried until her eyes were swollen like a sausage. She promised herself in her heart: Not to hate the boy and her love rival, never, what is mine, will be mine. Even though she saw the two lovey dovey together every time, she repeated her promise to herself silently in the heart.

She survived, she survived through the hardship. She got what she got: a opportunity to go overseas to further her studies and archive a position as a professor. At the moment, she had a dilemma: whether to put down her love for the boy and go overseas or stay behind and pursue her dreams? She made a painful decision to herself: Go overseas.

On the day of departure, every friend of the girl came, except for the boy. The girl felt sad. She left with a broken heart...


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