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Thursday, 5 May 2011

[05 May 2011] Sometimes

Just as I was checking my Facebook today, I found out how my friend can get so disturbed and troubled over another friend of mine. They had quarreled after a silly rumor spread around about them. That was way back in March/April. Till today, she has not yet gotten over the matter, but she appeared as though she was fine on the outside. But deep inside, I know she's struggling every time we have to see him. We will be seeing him again tomorrow, and she has said that she needs courage to apologize, as a good friend, I really want to help her, but I'm not sure whether she will have the confidence and courage to do so.

Thinking of myself, many times I face problems and are unable to come up with a solution. Sometimes I will just be troubled by them and get really worried about them. Those are the times when I forgot that God will always be there for me. Those are the times when I was proud and turned away from God. This has not been happening only once, but countless times. I really want to be a godly Christian and obey His words and commands. But Satan has tempted me and caused me to fallen short of God's love.

But thank God, I have a bunch of brothers and sisters in Christ that have been constantly given me encouragement. I was having a really bad day yesterday, having screwed my speech and not being able to complete certain tasks. I thought I might just break down and cry. But I opened my inbox and saw the message sent by my youth group leader that really strengthened my faith with God.

Proverbs 2:6-8: For the LORD gives wisdom, and from His mouth come knowledge and understanding. He holds victory in store for the upright, He is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, for He guards the course of the just and protects the way of His faithful ones.

Praying really hard these days that God will give me the strength and lead me through all these things to be done.

Ending off, I still keep the friend of mine in prayer and hope that she can resolve this matter soon. :)

God Bless!

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