Grown

This weekend was a life-changing weekend.

Cried, laughed, anticipated, embarrassed, sweated, fell, scolded, hurt, struggled.

But I have grown. 经一事长一智, this self-inflicted pain has to stop.

I've come to understand how some people feel, how one can be so disappointed with oneself or others, how cruel... reality is.

I took a break to reflect upon myself. And today's sermon enlightened me: I have diverted from the path of truth. Guess I've been indulged in things of this world. Too much.

I promise to be more mindful of myself. Lest I hurt anyone, or even myself. Working hard for EOYs! Just less than 20 days to go!

Failure isn't the end of the world. But failing God's words will bring you, to the place where, there's eternal, death.

I pray that in this endless ladder that I'm climbing, there's always someone holding on to me when I fall, to give me the strength and motivation to climb even higher, to the endpoint where goodness overflows and all the hard work will be rewarded.